Thoughts

I believe that I mentioned that we would be selling our house in Michigan and using the profit to buy a propery here in Asheville, NC.  Well, it turns out, that the amount of money this was able to yield will only go so far in this desirable mountain location.  So, a lot of my thoughts and even words recently have revolved around the stress and fear of this dream we've created not coming to fruition.

-- "What if theres not enough money to get a liveable place and eliminate rent? What if I'm stuck working as a car salesman for the next 30 years and never get to be there for my children the way I want?  What if I dont make enough money this month and we have to use the house profits just to survive?!?!  How can we get out of this endless cycle of working for someone else, and never truly fulfilling our greatest purpose???"--

Well, yesterday, I found myself envying a client (a woman in her 40s.)  She had moved to Asheville 3 years ago and seemed to be interested in a lot of similar things as my family.  She even frequented the same yoga center where I have had so many spiritual experiences.  When filling out her credit app, she told me she made $9600/month from her retirement.  I was blown away.  I was so consumed with jealousy and frustration.  "Why can't I make that type of money and just enjoy my family while the cash rolls in?  Why am I making just enough to survive."
But after spending some time with her, I noticed something was missing.  She was saying things, but there was no meaning behind them.  She was high strung.  There was no peace inside of her.  This woman was not happy because she was living in Asheville, and retired at an early age.  Her life was no more meaningful then the people out there still working for pointless jobs.  Thats when I was reminded of an amazing friend, who shared with me several times, a beautiful quote.

"Life is not about weathering the storm, its about learning to dance in the rain."

I can't control everything in my life.  Right now I'm working towards a goal that is going to create a better future for myself, my wife, our kids, and hopefully to inspire other people on this beautiful planet to think creatively and free themselves from the slavery of our joke of a society.  Although it will take some time, there is no sense in getting upset everyday that I haven't reached what I see as the finish line.  If I can show my family what it means to be a great father and husband during the time I do get with them, I can not ask for more.

I wanted to share this because I'm sure there are lots of others out there feeling very similar feelings, and thinking very similar thoughts.  But blasting negativity towards the things we can not change will get us nowhere.  Make a plan, stick to it, and free yourself.  Theres nothing else you can do.  Fill your life with meaning as best you can.  Invest your time in meaningful activities.  Love everyone and everything.  Namaste.

Drawings

This is what I've come up with so far for floor plans.  I'm going to be constantly updating it as the process moves forward, but I'm excited to share the vision.

Planning for the Bus

At this point Caroline and I have been doing a lot of research on what we are going to do in order to convert a school bus into a completely sustainable mobile home.  This can be a  very scary time considering it is so out of the ordinary, no one in traditional society is going to offer any type of support.  but there is plenty of help to be found, you just need to know where to look.

Here are some things we have already accomplished in the planning stages:

Where to buy a bus???
We live in north carolina, so all I did was type into google, "where to buy a bus in north carolina."  One of the first links that came up was the school surplus site which sells all kinds of buses.  Most of them have 200-250k miles on them and range between $2k and $4k.  After watching a youtube video by "no stress Mike" (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=21Bcq-hfc7w) we've pretty much decided on a 1995-1997 Thomas Bus for a number of reasons.   We have read that anything before 95 is questionable, and for the life of me I dont remember why.  But after 97 (at least for Thomas) they started using computer electronics in the engine to make them more difficult to work on.  Also, it is apparently a good idea to get one from a school system as it has most likely been very well maintained up until the time it goes for sale.

Fuel for the bus???
We are 100% going to get a diesel, since we intend on turning it into a waste vegetable oil burner.  Apparently you can get waste veggie oil from restaurants at no cost and never pay for gasoline again.  However, you can't just put any old dirty oil into a diesel engine, it needs to be filtered properly.  I got a great crash course from a man here in Asheville, NC who makes filters.  You can read about the filters hes creating at his website:  greengoldfilters.com.

Where to put the bus during construction??
This was a tough one.  Unfortunately, not everyone is open minded and noncritical, so if you don't own your own home, this can be tricky.  A lot of people we have read about online seem to be utilizing family to work on there buses for 12 months or more.  For us that doesnt seem to be a realistic option, but luckily we are going to be coming across about $20k in a few months here.  Our intention is to buy a broken down house or trailer close to town and park the bus on our own land.  My "credit" is ruined (LOL) so we can not borrow money from anyone, but even for $10k - $20k, there seem to be options popping up here and there.  We considered just buying land, but it seems to be more expensive then buying a beat up old house, and this way we will have electricity to work on the bus.  If you've never purchased a home and our considering it, I highly suggest using Zillow.com.  Pick out a house or location and contact a realtor, since they dont get paid until you buy a house, they are an excellent and inexpensive resource.  Keep karma in mind ;).

--Keep in mind, this a lot of work.  More work then some people are able to accomplish in a lifetime, so try not to get discouraged by the amount of time it will take to research every single component that goes into this.  This is not just freedom from rent and stationary living, this is a whole new way of life.

Introduction

My wife and I are starting this blog to track our progress as we break free of this society and move into a forward thinking reality.  The recent birth of our twins have made it abundantly clear that we have been wasting our lives trying to make money to support an unsustainable way of life that brings no fulfillment.  In an attempt to give them a better life and opportunities that we never had, we are making the difficult decisions to break free of the norm and create a sustainable way of life for ourselves so we can spend our time doing things we actually enjoy.

Over the past year we have begun the research and "trial and error" necessary to create home made health and beauty products that you can either make yourself or are very inexpensive to concoct.  We are now diving head first into the exploration of creating a completely sustainable mobile home out of an old school bus.  Thankfully we are finding lots of great help all over the US via the internet, but we want to share our experience with the world as well.  I hope that by sharing the specifics of our experience, your journey can be just a little bit simpler.

If you are looking to break free of society, do it.  There is much more to life then working pointless jobs and we can help each other through the fog of toxicity and lies that make up our government and social norms.  We are all children of the sun and have the ability and RIGHT to be free.  Namaste.